Can't shake this feeling, I can't outrun the stress. Try not worry but it's crushing my chest. I fight the thoughts but they never relent. Tossing and turning, drenched in cold sweat. Have I grown up or have I just come of age. Sand through the hourglass, I'm counting my days. Counting my days. Hope for the best and prepare for the worst. Grit my teeth as I brace for the hurt. Pain has become a constant of life. Suffer in silence. Second nature is strife. Grasping for clarity, gasping for air. Pleading sincerely but nobody's there. I dug a hole then I dove right in. Buried in thoughts of what could have been.
credits
from No Chance in Hell,
released October 4, 2019
Lyrics written by CJ Jarvis
Music written by Jeremy Jones, CJ Jarvis, and Keen Tran
Recorded, mixed, and mastered by Jeremy Jones