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Mirror Talk
03:23
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Chains of plague constrict, wrapped tight around my wrists. Just want to free myself and be done with this shit. Wasting time trying to frame my emotions. They always change, I can barely control them. I'm going under and no one can save me. Is this really happening or am I just crazy? It's like everybody's got a grudge against me, and I ain't got no friends so might as well just stop pretending that I don't give a fuck about what people think, or how they feel about how low I sink. This is something I have to figure out for myself. There's no honesty in blaming someone else. No confrontations just leave it alone. Let sleeping dogs lie and just keep to myself. I stay tight lipped 'cause I don't wanna sound stupid. When it comes to socializing I'm not very fluent. I've freed myself from distorted thoughts. Inventoried all the issues I've got. Face to face with the bathroom mirror. What I'm seeing couldn't be any clearer. An embodiment of cowardice. "Pull yourself together, you fucking look pathetic."
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Sense of Worth
02:46
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I can't hold on to the things that make me so fucking angry. It's just not healthy. I can't let go of the things that people say about me. It's just not easy. I know myself, but not enough. I know my worth, but my self esteem is stuck. Weight on my back, got me sinking low. Knee deep in feelings that I just can't let go. I am addicted to my own limitations. The only threat to personal growth is myself. I can't hold on to the things that make me so fucking angry. It's just not healthy. I can't let go of the things that people say about me. It's just not easy. I know myself. I know my worth. But my accomplishments, still amount to dirt.
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Second Nature
02:59
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Can't shake this feeling, I can't outrun the stress. Try not worry but it's crushing my chest. I fight the thoughts but they never relent. Tossing and turning, drenched in cold sweat. Have I grown up or have I just come of age. Sand through the hourglass, I'm counting my days. Counting my days. Hope for the best and prepare for the worst. Grit my teeth as I brace for the hurt. Pain has become a constant of life. Suffer in silence. Second nature is strife. Grasping for clarity, gasping for air. Pleading sincerely but nobody's there. I dug a hole then I dove right in. Buried in thoughts of what could have been.
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Moral Debt
01:46
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I can't help if the way I feel affects you. I never meant to bring you down. Trying to stay optimistic. Can't keep my feet on the ground. I try to keep my head on straight but I'm dying behind every smile that I fake. Tune out the noise and everything I fucking hate. Starting to feel like this was just a mistake. Break these shackles. My debt has been paid. Wiped clean.
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Drag Me Down
01:38
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No Chance in Hell
02:38
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I sat and listened to all of your problems. A couple drinks and a shoulder to cry on. I asked you what it would take. You let me down and spit in my face. How could I be so naive? Another thought of you and I might break. I tried to hold you up, but my elbows buckled. Crushed by the weight of your baggage. Come crawling back when you're broken. When you're feeling so hopeless, looking for a way out. No need to show you where the rope is, you've already hung yourself with it. Suffer for the rest of your days. Consequences of the choices you've made. I have no pity for your sorry ass. Time to reap what you've sown. Dead end path, empty hands. Predestination, life's cold plans. Can't believe I haven't lost my mind. But I keep digging though I fear what I'll find. I've made my mistakes. But the worst one of all was investing my trust. Bled me dry like a leech and threw me under the bus. Bitch.
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Back To Life Harrisburg, Pennsylvania
Hardcore band from Harrisburg, Pennsylvania formed in late 2016.
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